It ain’t the very first post on this website, but it sure as hell won’t be my last!
Isn’t it amazing how you find out about things you’re not supposed to know about in the weirdest ways possible? Its like every time you want to know something about a person, you can’t ask them because you know they wont answer you, but end up finding out anyways in some weird and twisted way. Ex.: I talked to this person, who told me he talked to this person, who told this person…its like okaaaayyy…and then they ask you not to say anything and you end up getting sucked into it without meaning to actually get involved…and of course you have to keep your mouth shut because if you do end up saying anything, you will betray someone in one way or another…
Especially when it comes to couples! It’s the whole he said she said bullshit that you don’t want to be part of but you have to because both of them are your friends. One of them might start hating you if you don’t do what they ask of you…of course I’m just generalizing and this is rarely the case, but in the end, it may happen…and of course there’s the whole “why are you taking his/her side and not mine?” issue…you don’t mean to and you usually need to have some sense of objectiveness but hey, come on! Its hard not to choose sides since you know both sides of the story…and you can tell who indeed (in your opinion) is “wrong” or “right”…and as much as you try to knock some sense into them they just wont listen because they both insist that they are right!
I personally believe that the world would stop if no one gossips…EVERYONE gossips…whether good or bad, at some point in your life you’re going to make a comment about someone, whether it was something superficial about what clothes they are wearing, or something intellectual about you liking the way someone thinks..
Especially girls…they just love to talk…and sometimes I would like to do nothing more than to stick a stinky, smelly, old sock down their throats! Yes, I’m on a rant, and I pretty much like it when I am because I end up talking out of…well, somewhere where the sun don’t shine (pretty much got to censor some of this since I don’t know if little kids are going to be reading this or not) but by the end of my “little” rant, I feel free! And yes, I’m violent…its my nature…but I’m quite harmless when it comes to my friends…they mean too much to me to actually want to kill them heheh…and of course my life means more than anything to me…not that I’m enjoying it I’m rather bored with it but I wouldn’t want to commit suicide heheh..
Hmmm there’s one more thing I actually wanted to say! Oh yaaaa…my friend tells me I should actually start writing more often since I got it in me to actually write bullshit about anything that’s on my mind since I think too much and need to write most of it down…
Here I am again talking about nothing, but my fingers can’t stop! Seriously though…if I don’t stop myself I could go on forever (just to be fair, its quite compulsive rather than anything else)…lets seeeee…ok stop…stop…stop…ok seriously, I should shouldn’t I?!
Ugh, anyways, so, technically, all I wanted to say was since I’ve actually got tons to say, most of which is crap, I might as well start posting some stuff daily, let’s see!
Of course its not going to be about my boring life, but about “interesting” (note the quotes being things of interest to me) things happening around me…lets just assume for a second that no one is interested (or even better for me, remotely interested)…do you really think this will stop me from writing? Trust me on this when I say it wont heheh! For once I feel like I’m actually doing SOMETHING productive with my life! Okay, I’m stopping now…stopped.
This entry was posted on Sunday, August 3rd, 2008 at 2:19 am and is filed under Rants. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.
iBummed Wall RSS Feed
